Monday, 11 June 2007

i want a man

I wrote this a while back...


There you go i said it...the four words most girls are so afraid to say...why?because they don't want to seem desperate...or sum dirty-minded beings might take it as they havnt had some in a while...but my reasons for wanting a man are far from that.I want a good man,not a perfect one(that'd be nice though)..just a good one...I want to feel the butterflies in my tummy again(as much as i want to puke for being so mushy..its true)....

i miss the butterfly in the tummy feeling...it felt good back then...i want to smile uncontrollably at odd times and make people wonder what am so happy about..I want to be miserably in love.i want to indulge in sweet nothings...need to be irresistibly desired..and want to desire someone irresistably....I want to think his thoughts,dream his dreams,explore his mind like new terain...and him doing the same.I want to have a bad day just because i know when am with him everything will be okay.I want to lay in bed,no sex, no kissing, no cuddling....just talking...laughing..enjoying each others company..listening to john mayer...or perharps john legend.."ordinary people" would do...u know feel good music.

I want the fights,the make-up's..i want to wake up thinking luvly thoughts of you..and go to bed with u in my head..i want to play hard to get...i want to be your best friend first and foremost...want to laught...cry..play..pray..be sad...be angry...act the fool with u.



I want someone who understands that i aint perfect and as a human being..i have shortcomings and accepts me that way without trying to change me..i don't want you to fall in love with my "WEIRDLY PRETTY OUTSIDES" ......only...but also with my "INCREDIBLY PRETTY INSIDES"...because thats more important...I want to be held...kissed....et al....

I want to be asked 'why do u love him' ...and become completely speechless because words can't begin to explain.i don't want a man...because i feel it would make me happy..but i want a man to add to the happiness that already exists...i want a man to spend on me...and i want to spend on him too...someone who can be himself. always...easy going....funny..nice looking..sincere.


WHERE ARE YOU?


I HAVE FOUND HIM O!
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24 comments:

azuka said...

Come, this small girl. When did you start falling in love? Go and play with your Barbie jo.

How you dey? Are you singing?

Anu boy said...

lol... barbie dolls...
uhmm nice one ohhh.. anyhow i wish i find my woman abi ma girl abi ... i sha find her

exschoolnerd said...

@azuka..lol...see this boi oh...ur back on blogville...yay!!!!

no m not singin..m not connected at home..i cnt start singing in cafe's can i...u wan make dem pursue me..but i so wish i cud.

exschoolnerd said...

@Anu...what is wrong with this razz boy..i tot u had a woman already?

obinwanne said...

Laide, you want a man? and im here wasting..... hahahahah its not a bad idea to want a man... so go get it if thats what you want.

Ugo Daniels said...

Come ooo, watever happened between you and Yosh? was is irreparable??? I thought you guys were an ITEM. Apparently, i was mistaking.

Goodluck though. Safe!

wavemasta said...

you will get, dont worry! And this is the guy who called u when u were at the market.

kingsiju said...

http://madeinnaija.blogspot.com i just updated my blog check it out if u can.and leave a comment if u like..thots

what a funny notice this time.

anyway, its quite interesting to know you are back on the COMMODITY/ TRANSFER MARKET. What went wrong (or isnt right anymore) with your akwa-ibom stud?

Anyway, i'll like to have some butterflies in my belly loving both your "WEIRDLY PRETTY OUTSIDES" also your "INCREDIBLY PRETTY INSIDES"...because thats both are very important.

expect my call sooooooooooooooooon!

Simply Gorgeous said...

I know you are in love. You have started this post about 3 posts ago. But I want to know who are you in love with? Is it fair that you describe your love with such reckless abandonment for Yosh's eyes and ears to see and hear.

Nothing is wrong in love. I thought your words were very heartfelt and sincere and very possible. Be careful my little Ex- with your heart and feelings.

psykotikdiva said...

awww, this is so sweet, u took the words right out of my mouth.except the "i found him" part,lol.

Nigerican said...

May God give both of us a very good Man oh, but inthe mean time make sure u VOTE 4 Nigerican .This thing is really intense ,i'm now hustling for votes

temmy tayo said...

See as Azuka finished you.lol

Let me sing for you...........

will be back shortly.

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36 INCHES OF BROWN LEGS said...

ESN,
axuka don finish u o!!! but safe to assume u don find man abi???

exschoolnerd said...

lol @ Everyone...am not looking for a man anymore oh!i think yall missed that part.

and azuka i am going to get u.

exschoolnerd said...

@siju...i am still with my akwa ibom stud...


yosh who?

36 INCHES OF BROWN LEGS said...

hhhhhhhhhaaaaa ESN see how u totally denied Yosh!!!! na so life be??

diary of a G said...

hey Diary Of A(EX)G
YA VOTED YET?

Anu boy said...

i no get woman ohhh... how i for do

REDRIBS said...

I like SGs choice of words. It gives me great appeal to see her comments on ex because they carry light insults "codedly".

Ex was just putting up an inspirational piece on behalf of those that 'want a man' in their lives, I can't say precisely if she really needs a man sha or ...... do u? Nice one here though, like it, as for me, i need a girl that can sing 'dangerously in love" to me (and actually mean it).hehehe

Simply Gorgeous said...

hat do you mean Yosh who? Just for that, rude insolent... I am going to bring Yosh here... wait for me...

exschoolnerd said...

@36...lol...

@diary of a g...nah...hvnt been able to listen to any songs..i dnt know why...i cnt seem to hear anything.

@anu..i tot u said u hv a g.f bt u dnt love her..u and ur mouth.
@redribs...yeah that was what i was doing..not like i was putting up an ad for a man o!

@sg...dis girl go and siddown..i knw u hv sumtin for yosh and am leavn him for u.

kaydee said...

Hmmn! We have to review this like Vogt's contract. No Sex,No Kissing.Nah!!!!!!!!!! U don't need a man,All u need is a Parrot

Nwanyi said...

yukk!!! lol...